laurenrocks's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- L is for the way you look at me today was amazing. mark was on time, and he looked so cute. we went to the DMA and looked at a few exhibits and had a grand old time, and then we went to the west end for lunch. then, back to the museum. in one of the exhibits, we watched this boringass film. well, i was watching it. mark was watching me. and in this darker room lit up by blinking red numbers, we had our first kiss (for this time around, i mean). it felt like the first kiss we've ever had. it felt new and wonderful. in this moment, we decided that we'll be together for the rest of our lives. if i could bottle that feeling, i'd make millions. we eventually talked about us and dating and what exactly we were doing. we both agreed that dating for us is pointless because we already know everything about each other. we are beyond dating, if that makes sense. he said that he wanted to be my boyfriend but he didn't want to push me, so when i was ready i'd have to ask him. so, while sitting on the hood of my car, i took mark's hands in mine and asked him if i could keep him forever. he said yes. i also asked him to marry me a couple times today. not serious "marry me now" proposals, but in a sometime in the future sense. he would smile and say "absolutely" every time. i'm a puddle. a happy puddle. he wanted me to tag along with him while he filmed some skateboarding thing tomorrow, but i don't know if i would want to. i don't want us to spend every waking moment together. not yet, at least. i miss him. i wish he would get online. i bet he's sleeping. god, he's cute when he sleeps. 11:57 p.m. - 11.14.03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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