laurenrocks's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- pink-o-rama new layout. don't get confused. 1:59 a.m. - 11.13.03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- brian who?? best. day. ever. i got an e-mail from mark saying that he deleted my number from his phone and he gave me his, so i called him and left a message with my number. he called me back. we talked. we agreed to meet in downtown dallas around 2:30pm. he gets there surprisingly on time, and i greet him with a hug. when he got out of the car, i was like whoa... half of him was missing!! he lost a lot of weight since i last saw him, which was only two and a half months ago. he's still soft but now with less girth (new AND improved, one might say). he looked good. he cut his hair too. mmmm hotness. he even got all dressed up for me. it was sweet. we walked around downtown for two hours, stopping by baylor to get happy meals at mcdonalds. we talked the entire time. there was just so much to say that silence was rare this afternoon. i told him everything that was on my mind, and vice versa. we decided on some things: 1. we will take things very slowly. 2. neither of us will date or sleep with anyone else. 3. if one of us needs time, the other will respect that need (i told him to give me time but not space). 4. when we said goodbye in august when i told him i was with brian, we decided that that was the last time we'll say goodbye to each other (goodbye = breaking up). crazy, no? no matter what's happened between us, we always come back to each other. happily. as we were parting this afternoon, he asked me if he could kiss me. i told him no. i kissed his check and he kissed mine. we hugged for awhile though. it felt really nice, but it was easy to let go and walk away. because hey, i'll see him again. on friday. and possibly forever. brian who?? 10:29 p.m. - 11.12.03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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