laurenrocks's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- pardon our dust brian wants to read my diary. i've read him a few entries that were about him; one where i was pretty pissed at him and he didn't even know it, and others about how much i love him and how happy he makes me. ones that i made sure were brian-appropriate. i don't want him to read about my past. i'd rather tell him. or not tell him, and allow myself to have some secrets. so this is what i decided-- if i'm going to be a writer that everyone (well, whichever demographic i'm aiming for, which i guess right now would be kids like me) can read, i need to write about stuff that i don't mind everyone reading. i don't think that i can lock certain entries since i'm not a paying member of d-land, and i sure as hell cannot delete some of the entries. so.... i'm starting over. i think i'll bring along some old entries with me to the new username, whatever it may be (i haven't created it yet). if you like reading my stuff, please be sure to update your bookmarks and favourites when i get everything set up and ready to go. i know that when you switch usernames, you tend to lose readers, but i'm hoping that those of you who like my writing will follow me to my new location. i guess i'm running from the past, or i'm trying to hide it. or maybe i'm trying to move on. do you ever get bored enough to read your old entries? i do, and some of them bring me down and make me feel like shit because i just can't believe i behaved that way, or did this or that. like, i lack common sense a good 90% of the time. at least, i used to. so, if there appears to be some housekeeping going on around here, deal with it. please. 10:46 a.m. - 10.30.03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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