laurenrocks's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- if i can't swim i'm a lousy diarist. and not because i update infrequently, but because i'm just a plain ol' lousy writer. said the english major. *hides* i need to work on this. but i probably won't. laziness owns me. it cradles me like a sleeping child. and for this comfort, i shall never leave. after i got off work, i came home and SLEPT like a bitch who hadn't slept in years. i instantly passed out once i crawled under the covers. it's hella cold outside as well as inside, so being under the covers was lovely. just... lovely. i slept until about ten, woke up, watched television until midnight (i think i called brian sometime during adult swim, but he was in the middle of watching a movie so the chat was short and unfulfilling, but it's always nice to hear his voice anyway), and then decided that i should perhaps write my paper for tech/writ that is due at 9:05am. actually, the rough draft was due on friday, but i skipped that class since i didn't have the paper started yet. so tomorrow i'm turning it in, getting it revised, and then turning in the final copy on wednesday. i also have my paragraph for the group project due on wednesday. it shouldn't be too hard to crank it out since i have all of the research already completed. technically, i didn't do any research. my group is doing our project over this disease that one of our group members had, and so she had a ton of literature on the subject. that's kind of why we chose the topic in the first place- the hard part was already done for us. the writing part is easy. it always has been easy for me. if only i could conquer math.... i'd fucking rule the world. my mother reminded me today that i need to get my scholarship information so i can apply for the spring so i can get my bling. i'm going to receive $3,000 per semester once i start attending a four-year university. that isn't really enough to cover everything, so i'm going to apply for the actual scholarship as well, which gives $6,000 a semester. i want to apply for loans, but my mother refuses to cosign, and my dad has lousy credit. i'll have to see what i can do to get loans without my parents' involvement. i didn't get a freshman application this weekend, so now i either have to apply online or wait until brian comes over on friday and have him bring me an application. i really need to have a meeting with an admissions counselor to see if i can apply now instead of waiting for my ged shit to arrive. that way, i can apply and be accepted on a contingency that i'll give them my ged stuff once it arrives. i don't want to wait until the last possible moment to get this done. i want to attend UTA in the spring. i WILL attend UTA in the spring. i just need to get my shit together. also, i think i'm going to start jogging up at school after my last class of the day. i need to get in shape. i like my body, i like the size i am. i feel comfortable and happy with my appearance, but being a little toned couldn't hurt. i really want to change the layout of my diary. i hate not being able to use the internet on my own computer. i feel like i can't be creative and designy on someone else's computer. that's really stupid, but so are you. meh. 1:43 a.m. - 10.27.03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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