laurenrocks's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- when do you wanna die? i should have known my period came overnight because when i woke up this morning i was in the middle of the sexiest dream i've ever had. i usually only have sex dreams when i'm 1. not getting laid properly or 2. when i'm on my period. considering that brian is taking care of my needs and then some, i knew it had to be the latter. he will be relieved to know that i finally got it since it has been one week since our little scare, and that my behavior over the weekend was because of my hormones and not because i'm a jerk. well, not JUST because i'm a jerk. let me explain. friday night i wasn't feeling well. i always feel bloated and gassy when i'm on or about to start my period. we didn't do anything until 10pm, and then we went to the movies and saw kill bill volume one. fucking rad movie. go see it. now. skip class. abandon your responsibilities and head straight to the nearest theatre. well, after you finish reading this entry, of course. then go. on saturday brian and i drove around town for reasons i cannot remember right now. saturday night, however, was rad as hell. we went to the live room and saw tripp fontaine, who ROCK MY ASS OFF, and art alexakis' solo attempt, which was not only cool, but funny too. TF sounds like a cross between ours/jeff buckley and butch walker. so as i was signing up for their e-mail list and buying their EP (which is tasty, by the way), i told the lead singer what i thought, and he was like YEAH!! he is a huge ours/JB fan like i am, so we chatted about that for a bit. as you know, i LOVVVVVVVVVVE talking about the music i love with people who love it too, so that made my day. i think brian felt a little out of place, but he was a good sport about it, and he was actually really excited to see TF and art. i have a new concert buddy for all of my escapades in local music, and that makes me happy. he and i fit so well together, and there are moments when it really shows through and we both can feel it. it's scary at first, but in all honesty, it's the most comforting feeling in the world. [/mushy love crap] art's set was rad too. it was just him playing the guitar and singing everclear songs, and he brought some people onstage to play various instruments and dance around. it was intimate and a lot of fun. ya'll should definitely see if he's coming to your town. we didn't meet him though, which was the result of some miscommunication between brian and myself. i said some harsh things to brian. actually, i screamed them at him. i was a jerk and i told him that i would regret saying what i said later. he apologized and held me and we got over it. we got back to the dorm, and brian's room was packed with five or six of our friends drinking and watching red dragon. we joined them, and i was drinking a mike's when brian accidentally elbowed me in the face which caused me to bust the inside of my lip. and bleed. and cry. brian looked as if he was going to cry too. poor kid, he felt like shit for hurting me, even though it was an accident. i love him so much for caring so much. sunday afternoon brian and i went to his sister in "Lost in Yonkers." not a bad production, but it's kind of a boring story in my opinion. afterwards we raided his mother's fridge, and then we went to the movies and saw kill bill again. i enjoyed it more the second time around because i was able to think less about it and just watch the spectacle that is kill bill. again, go see it. my mother is coming back from iran this friday, and i am really looking forward to seeing her and michael again. they will get to meet brian on friday too. yay. he said that he really wanted to meet my parents. i can't tell if he's just humoring me of if he really wants to meet them. either way, he's gonna. this entry was really long. get over it. i rarely update so i have to make up for it. so eff you. 12:56 p.m. - 10.13.03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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