laurenrocks's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- hypothetically speaking, i'm doing okay brian is coming over today. yay. i'm so happy that he finally has a car so that i don't have to drive out to arlington all the time to see him. it's ANNOYING. granted, i haven't seen my arlington friends since sunday, but i'm going out there tomorrow for the weekend, and i think i get my fill of them in two days. besides, if brian didn't live out there, i wouldn't drive out there. anyway, i'm not sure what our plans are, but i know they will include: watching friends, going to dinner, and possibly seeing a movie. i missed last week's episode because i had to work. actually, i think i missed the last two episodes. i need to stop working on thursdays. it gets in the way of sweet wonderful TV. rather, it gets in the way of friends. best. show. ever. that, and the family guy. why must the dvd cost so much? being broke is shitty. i have my government midterm in an hour. my wes/civ prof cancelled class today, so i have extra time to study, but instead i'm pissing around online. i'm probably going to fail it anyway. there are too many facts and names to remember. i'll pass. i'll skirt by. i haven't had sex in a week. and i'm okay with that. i am somewhat terrified to go to carrollton today to pick up my transcripts. hometown. i haven't spent a lot of time there in over two years. and i liked it that way. now i not only have to drive out there, but i have to actually go into my high school. this makes me nervous. i look different now, i look better. i'm happy and my depression has definitely taken a backseat. i'm making something of myself, which apparently no one thought i would. so i'm going to go into that school, head held high, and just walk right into the records office and right back out. i have no one that i care to see or visit with. i thought about getting lauren e. to come with me, but i know she'll stop and talk to EVERYONE. and i would like to avoid that as much as i can. i know that i've grown up a lot, but it doesn't always feel like it. 11:18 a.m. - 10.09.03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- what is love? baby don't hurt me! 11:10 a.m. - 10.09.03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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