laurenrocks's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- in your eyes, the light and the heat i miss brian. i can't explain why, because i don't know. but i do. a lot. i don't feel good and i want to curl up next to him in bed and sleep. i have a hard time sleeping alone. it feels empty. i sleep the most soundly in his arms on that tiny bed in his dorm. if he goes on some ROTC trip this weekend, i won't get to sleep over because what's the point? he won't be there. i need to find out if he is going this weekend because if he is, i want to sleep over tonight. i almost NEED it. i'm addicted. shut it. also, i don't feel good. brian makes me feel better. if you saw his smile and those eyes, you'd feel better too. 5:21 p.m. - 10.01.03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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