laurenrocks's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ooh, a gummy! Five-second rule- i will NEVER pick food up off the ground and eat it ever again. oh wait, i never did that to begin with. gross. really gross. 11:13 a.m. - 09.24.03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- eat shit and have a fucking super day!! 81% on my western civ test. he drops the lowest test grade, so i'm hoping that this will be the lowest, and that i can still make an A in the class. and now i know what his tests are like, so i can actually be prepared for them. i wish that getting good grades wasn't so important, but it is. you can't learn for learning's sake, you have to memorize things for a test so that you can receive a grade which is then tossed in with a bunch of other grades and THAT determines your GPA which of course validates you as a human being. and in order to graduate so that you can have that piece of paper which apparently will make you more money than not having the piece of paper, you have to put up with all of this scholastic bullshit. i hope everyone else's semester is going as well as mine. i feel like i'm doing alright. this will be a good start for me. rather, a good start-over for me. i want prime rib. i'm so hungry. my dad and his wife are on the atkins diet, and since i live in their house, i am subject to the diet as well. there is nothing sweet and carby in the house. no bread, ice cream, pasta, fruit, nothing. they can't even drink diet sodas because it has aspartame in it. no caffeine, no taste, no happiness. granted, i'm not on the diet, but maybe i should be. i haven't lost any weight in about a month. i want to get down to 140 pounds by the end of the year. that's only thirteen pounds i have to lose, and fourteen weeks in which to lose it. i can do it. because i'm hot. ohyes. HOT IS ME. i like that i don't update ALL THE TIME because now i tend to leave out any drama that may occur between myself and brian. i don't like writing about it because when i look back, i don't want all that shit clogging up my memories of him and how rad he really is. our one-month anniversary is tuesday. he was actually the one who remembered. i really couldn't recall what day it was that we first started dating. his longest relationship lasted three months. i'm hoping that we can go above and beyond that. i think we can. we'll see. lauren's in love. but she is also broke. i will give head for money!! 10:05 a.m. - 09.24.03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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