laurenrocks's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- give me my money back, you bitch! what's with the lack of guestbook love lately, people? i need love too, you bastards!! mark called me at 9:30 this morning right as i was about to hop into the shower. he said that he thinks that i should meet his friends and that he wants to include me in his everyday life. this doesn't altogether appeal to me. i think he expected me to say "yeah, and then you can meet my friends! it'll be dandy!" he cannot meet them because my boyfriend is among them. and i generally prefer to not make people feel uncomfortable or awkward. in all honesty, i'd be more concerned with brian's comfort in that matter than mark's or my own. i HATE using a public computer to write in my diary. i hope this stupid grounding is over soon. i've behaved so far this week, but i know that the real test is this weekend. the weekends are when i apparently screw up, so i have to keep the rents informed as to my whereabouts so they can start trusting me again. yes, i'm twenty years old, and yes, i'm grounded from using the internet at home. i have decided that i'm not going to call brian today. i called him last night around 11pm, and he said that some other guy was using the phone, and that he wanted me to call back after about ten minutes. i gave him thirty minutes. i call, the machine picks up. fuck it. so today, if brian wants to speak to me, he can call me. i'll be at my mother's all evening though. should be.... something. hopefully she'll give me some money. i need money like whoa. LIKE WHOA. even though i haven't used juno in a month, i was still charged, so that $10 automatically taken from my account knocked me back into the hole. so i'm PISSSSSSSSSSSED off and i am going to call them and give those assholes a piece of my mind and demand that they give me that money back. not only am i in the hole, i'll have to pay an overdraft fee of $31, which puts me deeper in the hole. and i'm already broke, so i really can't afford shit like that. also, i need pants. i have three pairs of jeans and all of them are too big. i feel like i'm swimming in the damn things and i don't think the saggy jean look is all that flattering. so yeah. i need money. bling. 1:58 p.m. - 09.11.03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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