laurenrocks's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- grow up arlready!! living at home again can be summed up with two words: it. sucks. it's 100% my fault that it sucks because i'm inconsiderate and irresponsible and reckless. but that stops now. from now on, i go to work and i know exactly when i'm supposed to go into work so that i don't miss a day, therefore pissing people off and losing money. i will no longer miss class because i'm too sleepy to get my goddamn ass out of bed, or because i am still at brian's and never even bothered to drive my ass home so i could sleep so i could get up and go to class in the morning. and i will call my parents if there is a change in plans and i decide that i'm not coming home until the next day. common courtesy. don't i have any respect for the people around me? i do, i just need to actually show it. the moral of the story is this: words mean absolutely nothing if you can't back them up with actions. promises are worthless if you don't fulfill them. prove yourself with actions, not with words. i'm learning. slowly. i'm adapting. i am in this somewhat unfamiliar environment with new rules and standards and the only thing i can do to successfully fit into this environment is to adapt. and i better so it fast. 12:03 a.m. - 09.08.03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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