laurenrocks's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- a-dick-ted last night i drove to brian's at 11:30pm. i needed some attention. i hate it when i get like that. i'm irrational and demanding. why anyone would even bother putting up with me when i'm like this, god only knows. so on the way there i was crying a little bit and i kept thinking about mark and how i wished i was going to see him instead of brian. i hate myself when i'm in one of my moods. i look back and think about how clouded i was. how i'm overrun by my instability. instead of getting ready for class, i'm talking to mark on AIM. i might as well face it i'm addicted to love. 10:22 a.m. - 09.03.03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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