laurenrocks's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- fo' shizzle wanna hear something gross? i have a boyfriend. yeah, it makes me a little sick too. thing is, he's really cute. no, i mean REALLY. we already have nicknames. grab a trashcan to barf in, i'll wait... ready? brian is bri-izzle and i'm laurizzle. as in, for shizzle my nizzle. it's sickening, really. you should blow your nose after you throw up. did you know that? this afternoon i drove to arlington to hang out with brian, and i got to see casey, which ROCKED because i hadn't seen her in about two weeks. brian kept saying all these dirty things to me while we were walking with casey around campus, and it was kind of embarassing me. i don't like PDA at all, so it was making me blush. i don't blush easily. dammit, brian!! this is retarded. having a boyfriend is retarded. we were lying on his bed and somehow we started talking about us, blah blah blah, and how i like him but didn't want to date him. so i corrected him when he said this, because i wanted to date him. i can't quite recall why at the moment, but i did. so i told him that i was basically just waiting for him to ask me out, and so he did. saturday is our first real date. we're going to this mongolian place that brian loves, seeing a movie, and then i'm spending the night at his dorm. should be fun. no, i KNOW it'll be fun. my first day at the bakery is tomorrow afternoon. noooooooo!! not working rocks, lemme tell ya. i also have an interview with a craft store friday morning, so if i don't like the bakery, and i'm kind of thinking i won't, i can always work at the craft store. i'm sure the pay isn't much better, but it seems like it'd be an easier job than what was described to me at the bakery. working blows. i need a trust fund. i have no money saved up for montana, which is coming up really fast- a month and a half away. i have not made any reservations yet. i need to get my shit together. i spend money instead of saving it. i didn't need new bedding. in january i'm going away to school, wherever that may be, so i'll have to get new shit for that adventure. i feel somewhat irresponsible lately. i guess that moving back home allowed me to be somewhat careless with my money. i hate money. i made one of my earlobes bleed with the new taper, so my adventures in lobe stretching are over. fuckme, i'm beat. laurizzle needs sleep. fuck almighty that's stupid. but it's so cute. i swear. 1:24 a.m. - 08.28.03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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