laurenrocks's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- dairy or non-dairy? kevin was more unexperienced than i thought... he led me to believe that he had done everything except for intercourse, and this of course, is inaccurate. so i asked him. i mean, when you're lying on your bed in your skivvies with a girl, i think honesty is kind of important. agreed? he had never given or received oral sex, he fingered a girl ONCE but had never received a hand job. and i'm pretty sure that my tits were the first ones he'd seen without a bra covering them. so i felt like a pervert for making out with him in our skivvies, but i knew he wouldn't go further than he wanted to. his hand was in my skivvies and mine in his... so of course i unintentionally gave him a hand job. i hadn't expected him to cum, but he did after about two minutes. he was pretty excited about it, too. i was embarassed for him. i quickly left after that. i don't know what to do! he's inexperienced and he takes things pretty slowly with girls, so i come in and jerk him off on the second date. i think i have a problem. so i don't know if i want to see him again for awhile because i don't want to keep progressing sexually with him. i feel somewhat bad for going as far as we did last night when i'm sure he had no plans to get down to his boxes with me. oh, but we did have some fun with whipped cream. that was a new experience for me as well as him. i think once school starts, i won't really see him anymore since his work schedule is kind of hard to work with. i got the rest of my stuff out of the apartment today, so i'm basically all moved in, and it feels good. i just need to get a desk and some bookshelves. then i'll be all set. woo!! i feel sleepy. someone take a nap with me. 2:32 p.m. - 08.22.03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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