laurenrocks's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- you aren't ready for this jelly my physics book was $102. why is a 100-page paperback book so expensive? i better make an A in that class. good lord. i actually filled out applications today at about ten places, and one of them called me this evening and set up an interview for thursday. woo! i rule! it's for a hospital scrub store like the one i worked at in houston, only it's a different chain. which is probably a good thing. it's for a keyholder position, which is what i was at the houston store. so we'll see how that goes. cross your fingers. or don't. tomorrow is moving day. i'm not ready, but i will be by the time scott comes over with the truck tomorrow. i have shit EVERYWHERE. i'll pack tonight/tomorrow. i swear! also, in about an hour i'm leaving my dad's and meeting mark at his work. he should be closing by the time i get there, and i'm not sure what we'll do after that. i think we'll just go to starbucks or something and talk. i just want to hold his hand and look into his eyes. we aren't together officially, in title, and all that junk, but we're together emotionally. spiritually. does that sound like a load of shit or what?!! i love mark, and i always will, and i think he's the one i'm meant to be with. maybe not now, but if it's going to happen eventually, there's no point in rushing the inevitable. i know he feels the same way, but i'd really like to hear him say it. i'm such a stupid girl sometimes. so insecure. always in need of reassurance when it's mostly unnecessary. my dad and i baked a fig cake tonight, i wonder if it's done yet.... if living here makes me fat again, SO BE IT! i really should start some sort of workout regimine once i get moved in. i'm sure any job i get will not provide the cardio that six flags did. grab my ass! it's rock solid! well, no. but it is smaller and less jiggly. i have less jelly than before. can you handle this jelly? i don't think you can. bitch. 8:04 p.m. - 08.19.03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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