laurenrocks's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i'm the one that jaded you my thoughts are all jumbled. i really don't have anything to write about. or maybe i'm just incredibly worn out from work, and all the RAD SEX I HAD TODAY. ohyes. you read me. sex. with scott. i went over to his place after work because i was bored and wanted to drink a little bit. we ordered pizza and i ate and had some beers and we fooled around and had sex. and i fell asleep. i woke up this morning with an awful stomachache, and he runs to the store and gets me some pepto-bismol and animal crackers. is that not the most thoughtful thing EVER? it's things like that that make me depressed that scott and i aren't a good match. he's going to make some woman very lucky someday. anyway, i slept at his place until noon, got up, and then had sex again. good times, eh? i was about twenty minutes late for work. and. i. didn't. care. speaking of work, tomorrow is my last day. i'm on the schedule through friday the twenty-second, but tomorrow is the last day i plan on showing up. my boss promised me that i would be working in the pretzel stand, and where am i scheduled to work? not where he promised.... he LIED. he is a liar. a big ass-fisting liar. so i'm going to work tomorrow, la-di-da, and then monday morning i'm calling in. and so on. besides, i have a date sunday night, and i don't want to have to worry about getting enough sleep to be at work at 10am monday morning. ohyes.... my date tomorrow with kevin. he is definitely looking forward to it more than i am. i guess i'm jaded to the whole dating thing by now. i got tired of getting my hopes up, only to come crashing down. i fall hard and i fall fast, and i'm sick of it. so now it's to the point where i don't care either way. i'm not expecting sparks, i'm not hoping he'll be into me. you can bet that we'll talk about music and movies all night since that's what we spend most of our time talking to each other about. will he be attracted to me, and vice versa? do i even want to get involved with someone who, in the next week or so, will be living about an hour away from me? like i said, i don't care. i'm not expecting this to turn into anything. it's just a first date. i have had tons of first dates. that isn't something to be proud of, but hey, it's good practice.... or something. i went to the waffle house with two kids from work tonight, and now my stomach hurts. i'm tired of having a tummy-ache!! no more eating!! i need a dr. pepper. i need to visit my bed. no, i need to do laundry. crap. 12:59 a.m. - 08.17.03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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